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| Sarange Ch. 5 |
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04:42pm 15/11/2009 |
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Chapter 5.
She can’t be here.
I must have drifted off to sleep during the drive; not quite asleep where others can talk and you can’t hear them but just enough to not notice the passage of time. During the drive, I remember hearing Micky, Jae and Changmin discuss what had happened. What would have happened if Jiyoung hadn’t needed to get the copy of "Pam iyo, nanwiora oe" that Maika was hounding him about? Who was that guy anyway? How did he get invited? I didn’t consider the series of events that led to my rescue. I only knew that for whatever reason I was spared and I would be forever grateful. Micky pulled into a parking space and we all climbed out as Junsu and Yunho pulled up next to us in my car. Wrapping an arm tightly around my shoulders, Junsu ushered me towards the door of the building. I stared at the finger code lock for about five seconds before I realized I wasn’t home after all.
"What are we doing here," I asked.
"We can’t leave you alone, Yoboge. You might need us and since we can’t be inconspicuous at your place we brought you to ours. I hope that’s okay."
We made our way up the elevator and down the hall of the floor they lived on before we stood outside their door."Is your manager going to be ok with me being here?"
"It’ll be fine. We’ll explain it all in the morning. It’s late and you look beat..." They all stared at Junsu before Yunho took my hand and pulled me inside. I could hear the other members giving him a hard time for being so careless with his words. I’ve always loved a good pun, but tonight I was beat. Quite literally in fact. At this point all I wanted was a nice warm bed and a pillow to rest my head on.
"I think I wanna take a shower, is that okay? Do you think I could borrow something to sleep in?"
"Sure," he said. "Go start the water and I’ll bring you something."
I chose to use the main bathroom as opposed to the one in their bedroom. Somehow that one seemed more intimate and I felt the need to shy away from that. I heard Yunho knock lightly on the open door before crossing the threshold. He turned on the light and only then did I realize that I had been staring at myself through the mirror in the dark. It’s funny how your mind can override the obvious when it’s otherwise occupied. I gave him a small smile of thanks for the clothing and shut the door after he walked out. I don’t know how long I stayed in the shower but the water began to turn cold and instead of running up their water bill, I decided to get out. I didn’t like the feeling of not wearing any panties but I wasn’t about to put the ones that fuck-ass had touched back on. Yunho had given me soft jersey shorts and a baggy t-shirt to wear. The shirt must have belonged to him or Changmin because it came down past my hips. I brushed the tangles out of my hair before bundling all my clothes together except my jacket and tossed them in the garbage. Opening the door, I could see them all down the hall hurrying to look like they were busy doing something other than waiting for me to join them. They were so sweet. Aside from Nae, I had never met anyone so genuinely nice and didn’t expect anything in return. I wanted to put their hearts at ease even if it made things harder on me. Once I reached the edge of the living room, I ran across the hardwood floor and leap onto the couch next to Jae. I answered their worried glances with a big smile.
"Ya, what are we going to do now? Play cards? Watch a movie? What?"
They didn’t quite know what to make of my questions so they sat there looking at me for a clue as to what to say. "C’mon guys. No one died, he didn’t hurt me.. Well that much anyway. Can’t we just pretend it didn’t happen?" I didn’t know what to do to liven them up so I got off the couch and headed into the kitchen "Who wants ramyun?" Out of my peripheral vision, I saw Changmin nudge his hyungs from the living room into the kitchen. Good ole Min, hungry as always. They all took their places at the table while I whipped up the largest batch of ramyun I had ever seen in my life. After we ate our fill and Changmin finished what was left, we migrated back into the living room. I sat at the corner of the sofa while the others took their typical seats and began discussing their schedule in Japan as if I weren’t there. I was grateful for not having to pay attention to what they were saying, their voices whisper-soft made it easy to sleep and sleep I did.
I woke up sometime later to a noise coming from the door. Opening my eyes, they adjusted quickly in the dark. I was alone in living room on the couch. Someone had covered me with a blanket and placed a pillow under my head. From my position I could see the knob turning slowly. Shit! The manager was home. I was going to be so dead if he caught me. I got to my feet quickly and headed toward the bathroom. I stood there in the dark shower praying he wouldn’t see me. A shadow passed the doorway and breathed a sign of relief that I wasn’t going to have to explain my presence. If I was quiet I could probably get to the living room, grab my jacket and be out the front door with no one the wiser. Resolving to do so, I looked toward my way of escape when I saw a figure in the doorway. Damn it, busted. He stood there staring at me for what seemed like forever, like he thought I was a ghost that would disappear any second. Taking a step toward me, he turned on the light.
My heart stopped when I recognized the face of my attacker from earlier standing in the doorway of the bathroom. I can’t begin to tell you the horror I felt at this moment. His sinister smile sickened me. I wanted to gag. His eyes showed his intent as he shut and locked the door behind him. I pressed my back against the tile wall of the shower and shook my head in disbelief. How did he find me? My eyes began to tear up as he walked toward me. I had never been so frightened in my life. My legs refused to hold me up and I slid down the wall. Kneeling down in front of me, he gently brushed my hair out of my face before whispering, "This is probably going to hurt."
I awoke by my own blood-curdling scream. Within seconds, Changmin was sitting on the bed next to me, his steady hands on my shoulders.
"Shevaun."
My eyes darted back and forth across the room, scanning it for any sign of danger.
"Shevaun?"
"He was here. I saw his face. I-I could hear his voice."
"You’re okay," he told me, wiping my wet cheeks with his thumbs. And for the second time in one night, I hugged him like my life depended on it and cried without restraint in his arms. Heavy sighs and ruffling sheets told me that not only was I in the members’ bedroom but that I had woken them with my nightmare. Long after my tears subsided, he continued to hold me close. If this had been any other time I would have been horrified by my actions. He was like a little brother to me and I felt like a perverted noona pressed against him as I was. I pulled back out of his arms and lay back on the pillow to try and get some much needed rest. Although I didn’t want to be alone, it would be inappropriate for me to ask him to stay. To my surprise, he lifted the covers and climbed in next to me without a word. His warmth beckoned me and I turned into him resting my head on his chest. My body relaxed against him as he stroked my back softly while the steady drum of his heartbeat in my ear lulled me back to a dreamless sleep.
The sun was shining in through the window above the bed warming me more than the down comforter I was tangled in. However, it was the harsh voices coming from somewhere in the apartment that roused me from sleep. Groaning in a very unladylike way even for me, I covered my head with the pillow. Whoever was talking was either right outside the door or they were yelling. Loudly.
Manager: "I don’t care what happened. She cannot be here. I can’t believe you would think this is ok. Especially you, Yunho. You’re supposed to be the leader. This was definitely not your best judgement."
Yunho: "I’m sorry, Hyung. What could I do? She was attacked and I felt responsible."
Jae: "Yunho-ah, you couldn’t have done anything differently."
Yunho: "I should have been looking out for her. It’s not like she has many friends here besides us."
Ouch. Well you didn’t have to be quite so honest, Yunho.
Micky: "Maybe we should have left her with Maika."
Changmin: "Then she would have been reminded of the attack every second. She wouldn’t have felt safe there."
Manager: "So you felt the need to get in bed with her? I almost had a heart attack when I saw you two together. I don’t want to even think about how we’re going to explain this to the fans."
Junsu: "Maybe no one will notice. I mean there are other people that live in this building."
Ever the optimist, my dear Junsu.
Manager: "None that also work for you. The fans aren’t stupid. They will put two and two together. We’re about to start the Japanese tour. Do you have any idea what will happen if the fans boycott? I will do what I can to smooth this over but we will be extremely lucky if there is no backlash."
Footsteps faded, followed by a closing door. I guess Manager-nim had said all he wanted to say. Time to pack my shit and get gone. After brushing my teeth with my finger and using the restroom, I opened the door quietly and walked down the hall to the living room. They all greeted me with sleepy eyes and half-smiles. I returned the welcome with a small wave. Micky patted the seat next to him at the table and I sat obediently. I wanted to leave quickly before their manager came back to yell at them again but after all they did for me I at least owed them a thank you. I opened my mouth to explain my depth of gratitude when Jae cut me off.
"If you even think of saying thank you, we will seriously hurt you.. Good. Now are you hungry?" Jae asked, already moving about the kitchen with purpose.
Forty-five minutes later with a very happy stomach, I announced, "I think I should be getting home. I need to pack my things and call Lanae to meet me at the airport. You know, all that boring shit."
"Shouldn’t you rest today or something?"
I gave Yunho a questioning look. "Why? I slept fairly well last night. All rested and ready to go." Changmin’s cheeks turned the lightest shade of pink at my statement. Why is he embarrassed now? He climbed into bed next to me of his own accord.
"Do you wanna talk about what happened last night?"
Ok Yunho. Now is the time to butt out. "I don’t think that’s necessary. Nothing happened. I didn’t even get a bruise from where he punched me. It’s a little yellow but I can cover that with make-up and no one will notice. I just want to forget about last night and move on okay?"
"Are you gonna to tell Lanae?"
God! What is this, 20 Questions? "Yunho I appreciate your concern, really. I do. I owe you guys more than I could probably ever repay, but nothing happened. I got lucky. Luckier than most. Who am I to walk around like some victim when he didn’t really do anything but slap me around a little. I have no right to. So I don’t want to talk about it anymore, okay?"
Honestly, I hadn’t really considered telling Lanae anything about last night until he mentioned it. Telling her would probably be a mistake. She would freak out, very much like her mother, and I would never hear the end of it. I made up my mind to keep her in the dark on this issue just as my phone rang. Pulling it out of my pocket, the caller ID said Lanae. Well speak of the devil and she shall appear. I pressed ignore. She can harass my voice mail for a while.
"Alright boys, I’m gonna biggity. What time do I need to be at the airport?"
"Maika is going to pick you up with the rest of the girls at about 11 tonight," Jae replied from the sink where he was washing dishes with Micky.
"So soon? Well shit. That doesn’t give me much time to get my things packed. Seriously you guys, I gotta go. I probably won’t see you until time for the concert so be careful and stay outta trouble." With a final way, I high-tailed it downstairs to my car.
Maika picked me up at fifteen minutes past eleven. I sat at the intersection in front of my building using my suitcase as resting place for my ass. Checking my face one final time to make sure the makeup covered the slight bruise that had popped up on my jaw where that asshole punched me, I winced slightly at the sting when I pressed against the skin. At least it wouldn’t take much effort to cover the yellowish patch of skin until it went away. Apart from that, I was excited. My feet were bouncing against the cement while I waited. I couldn’t wait to see Lanae again. As I was planning out all the places I wanted to go once I got home, I was startled by a piercing noise coming from around the corner. Looking up, a van skidded to a stop in front of me filled with a smiling Jiyoung, Maika and a very pale backseat full of dancers.
"Could you be any louder, man? This is a residential area," I said laughing at that mischievous face of his. I will probably have an eviction notice on my door when I return. Climbing in behind Maika, I put my iPod in my ears and tuned everyone out until we reached the airport. Since the boys were taking a different entrance than us, I was surprised to see so many fans inside still waiting for a glimpse. It wasn’t until we were waiting inline to get our passports checked that I realized why.
Crazy fangirl: "Please give this to Yunho oppa.", "This is for Jaejoong oppa.", "Make sure Junsu-ssi gets this."
Literally 20 packages, presents and letters were shoved into my hands. I tried to hold onto them but I’m sure I dropped a few as I was herded toward the gate by security. I couldn’t tell you who gave me what and what was supposed to go to whom. As we got to the gate in time to board, we were told that the flight was over-booked. I knew I was going to be voted to stay behind and take next flight so I sat down to situate the multitude of gifts I had been given. Maika walked over to sit next to me, laughing at the mess of fangirlness I was trying to organize. Jiyoung came over a few minutes later to collect his woman and inform me that three other girls were staying behind too. Kiyomi, Hikaru and a cute Korean girl named JinAe. Fan-fuckin-tastic. I wasn’t happy. I said bye to everyone as they boarded when the boys showed up to get on the plane. I waved bye when they looked at my direction. Jae stared at me for a second motioning me to get on the plane but I just shook my head and shrugged at him. He must have understood what I was saying because he turned and continued walking toward the check-in counter. Once I finally got everything settled in my bag, I pulled out a magazine to entertain me while I waited for the next flight.
"Excuse me, Miss. I need you to gather your things and come with me."
I looked up questioningly at the attendant standing in front of me. I refused her gesture to help me carry my bags and stood up. Collecting everything that belonged to me, I followed behind her not knowing where the hell I was going. I followed her past the thinning line of people boarding the plane down a short hallway. "I’m sorry, but could you tell me where you’re taking me?"
"The flight is about to leave and we need all passengers seated so there is no delay."
"But it’s over-booked. I was told to take the next flight."
"Your ticket has been upgraded to First Class so we had room for you and the other girls."
As I followed her onto the plane, I could see several seats open. Apparently First Class was no joke due to the vacancies left open, four of which would soon be filled. I wondered why the company would pay to upgrade us when it was only four hours until the next flight. Then I remembered. Jae alone walked up to the check-in counter while the other members boarded the plane. What the hell? Surely he did not do what I think he did and yet he had to have. Looking down the aisle at the attendant, she was motioning me over to an empty seat that was to be mine. A seat that was located next to Kiyomi. Our faces must have reflected our disappointment."Is there something wrong with the seating arrangement, ladies?"
"No," we both said at the same time.
"Wonderful. I hope you have an enjoyable flight and thank you for choosing Korea Air."
Wow, people actually say that with a straight face. I smirked slightly as I plopped down in my seat next to Minion #2. I ignored her as much as she was ignoring me. Thank god I had my iPod with me or it would have made for a very long flight of awkward silence. Ten minutes later, we were all strapped in listening to the flight attendant go over safety, flight time, altitude and I couldn’t tell you what else cause I turned my music up. I will tell you that I heard her say something about if our flight turned into a cruise to use the cushion as a floatation device. I was always freaked out about flying over water so that comment did nothing to calm my nerves. The plane pulled away from the docking bay and toward the runway. While we were waiting for our turn to leave, I pulled out some of the gifts I had been entrusted with. I was about to call out to Micky, who was sitting three rows in front of me across the aisle, when I saw him lean into Hikaru and whisper into her ear. She must have been drinking or something because the laugh that came out of her mouth was as fake as her nose. My chest tightened when I saw him look at her with the same sleepy-eyed, cocky smirk he always gave me. Part of me couldn’t believe that he was treating her like a human being since I know he heard what happened between us, but the other part felt stupid for thinking that he liked me. What hurt more was that I was beginning to like him too. Getting comfortable in my chair, I closed my eyes and listened to the music coming from the headphones I had shoved in my ears.
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| 11.15.09 SBS Good Sunday: DaeSung on Family Outing |
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04:52pm 15/11/2009 |
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11.15.09 SBS Good Sunday DaeSung on Family Outing 784 MB  Thanks to Moohan Dara is one of the female guest on the show this week, and I would expect the YG Family members to interact a lot but they barely even talk, it's like they're strangers or something, it's really weird, I would really love to see them communicate with each other like a family since after all, they've known each other for at least 3 years or more. I'm somewhat disappointed.For this episode of Family Outing, they brought back 'Love Letter', that was like one of my favorite show ever that was shown back in 2005 on SBS along with 'X-MAN' the 2 greatest show ever, cancelled, which sucks, but it's cool to see them do the segment again on this episode. I used to watch that show only for Chae Yeon, and Kim Jong Kook is like the only person on Family Outing that was actually on Love Letter before, kinda weird seeing him now for some reason.... Chae Yeon and KJK... brought back some sad memories. OH MY EFFIN GOD..... Yoo Jae Suk as Taek doing 'My Ear's Candy' can I say epic win? oh gah~ and THEN................. Dae gotta go and take it to the next level, as soon as I saw him... then I heard KARA'S MISTER starts playing.......... all I remembered to do is scream.... the BUTT DANCE to the next level. Bong has been teaching the Big Bang boys some... amazing things hahah Normally, Hyori will try to make it look like she doesn't like the female guest, but when Dara told Hyori about how much she admire Hyori, she looked really touched, and they really do act like siblings, it's so cute! LOL it's so cute how all the male staff are mesmerized by Dara, :DD her fried kimchi makes me hungry... AHHH~ mood:  hungry music: Vi Sao... Trong Long Toi - Ung Hoang Phuc |
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| SHINee Me2Day Update 091115 |
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12:38pm 15/11/2009 |
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 [종현]트리플크라운!!가슴찡한뮤티즌송!!!여러분사랑쭉쭉함께해요~모두감기조 심!![Key]사랑해요♥(나조금놀랬어키키)[태민]저희위해노력해주신누나동생 이모넘감사해용^^!!여러분짱좋아죽겠다구염^^;;;[민호]온유형~빨리나아서 같이무대해~요~우린5명이어야진짜빛나는샤이니인 거알죠~? [Jonghyun] Triple crown!! A mutizen song award to make our hearts melt!!! We will love you forever~ don't catch the cold!
[Key] We love you ♥ (I was a bit surprised keke)
[Taemin] Thank you to all the noonas and dongsaengs who worked so hard for us^^!! I'm so happy I could die right now^^;;;
[Minho] Onew hyung~ Get better soon so we can stand on stage together~ You know we shine the brightest when it's all five members on stage, right~?
Taemin looks like an angel in this pic ♥source: me2day | translations by ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) filmsession @ ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) omona_prection |
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| The Way You Make Me Feel [one shot] |
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04:22pm 15/11/2009 |
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Fandom: Harry Potter Title: The Way You Make Me Feel Pairing/Characters: Draco/Harry, Implied - Ginny/Harry & Astoria/Draco Rating: NC-17 Warnings: Extreme Angst, Infidelity, Passion, Slash Beta: My dear, Olivia [Bad username: âsmirking-museâ]! Word count: 2, 422 Status: Complete! One-shot! Summary: Sometimes a moment can live on forever and never really go away. Disclaimer: The entire Potter world does not belong to me. It belongs to a genius lady named JK Rowling and WB. I just play with her beloved characters for a bit. No copyright infringement is intended and this is all for fun. But anything you do not recognize is mine! Author's notes: I swear this fic came out of nowhere! Feedback: Yes, always (: Click here!
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| Harry/Teddy: Rocks and Glass Houses by Marguerite 26 |
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09:18pm 15/11/2009 |
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Title: Rocks and Glass HousesAuthor: marguerite_26Length/Word Count: 5,000 Alternate Links to Fic/Art: None I know of. Pairing: Harry/Teddy, Harry/Scorpius Rating: NC-17 Author's Website: In her sticky post at marguerite_26. Why everyone should read this: Because it is awesome? :D This is a dark fic, before anyone expecting sunshine and roses goes to read this. But DON'T let that stop you. There are some delicious twists through this which I don't want to spoil for you, but know this, Maggie is a master at this type of fic, and it is not to be missed. There is gorgeous characterisation (Teddy is a complete shit) throughout this, and the dialogue sparkles. Brilliant. ♥ ( Read more... )
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| Sandara Park blames Lee Hyori for her short height |
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02:18pm 15/11/2009 |
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 If you didn't know yet, Family Outing recently welcomed two idol stars as guest family members with 2NE1's Sandara Park and After School's UEE. During the highly-anticipated episode, Sandara Park revealed that Lee Hyori was partly the reason for her short height and she also revealed her shocking weight. Sandara said, "The reason why I'm so short is because of Hyori unnie. During my teenage years, I was such a huge fan of Hyori unnie. I brought a lot of heavy melons from the Philippines to Korea after watching unnie eating melons so deliciously on tv." She continued, "After I attended a Fin.K.L concert in Korea, I waited in front of Hyori unnie's house and asked your mother to pass the melons to you. In return, I received an autograph from you and happily went back home." By the time Sandara finished, she was about to tear and this touched Hyori. She tried to lighten up the mood with a hilarious remark, "Yeah, there were a lot of those kids." Lee Hyori then asked the 2NE1 member what her actual weight was, and being her usual 4D self, Sandara Park confessed truthfully, "I'm actually 40kg (88.2lbs)" holy crap! Stay tuned for more of Dara and UEE on the next episode of Family Outing. ALLKPOP88.2 lbs?? OMFG. How TALL is Sandara??
Because I SWEAR, 88.2lbs is BELOW underweight. |
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| [fic] Inside to the Rain (Dean/Sam, PG-13) |
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07:56pm 15/11/2009 |
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Title: Inside to the Rain Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15) Pairing: Dean/Sam Rating: PG-13 Word Count: 2,403 Summary: Set between 4.10 Heaven and Hell and 4.11 Family Remains. Dean with a headache? Is a bitchy asshole. Dean with the flu? Is silent as a grave because he can't bear to be incapacitated and have Sam take care of him. (or: Dean is sick. Sam takes care of him.) Notes: For mad_server, who asked for sick!Dean for my 2008 Dezemberträume project. December is looong gone (whoops, how did that happen?), but here it is anyway - this has been sitting on my harddrive for a looong time :) Title from Aimee Mann's "Little Tornado". Many thanks to taintedlove for the beta! (Also, on a sidenote, it's been ten months to the day since I last posted fic. Ohmigod, I am at a loss.) For 10_prompts: #08 tender. Inside to the Rain
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| Goodbye (Mustang x Hawkeye) For Gretchen8642 |
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12:11pm 15/11/2009 |
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Title: Goodbye Author: Seaweed_FMA Rating: PG-13 for some language and talk of death. Characters: Mustang x Hawkeye, with an appearance by Havoc. Warnings: Set after chapter 100. AU since it was written before chapter 101 came out. Word count: About 1920. Summary: He thought he would be used to saying goodbye by now- but it never gets easier. Disclaimer: This was written between chapter 100 and chapter 101 in the manga, so obviously we know now this isn't not it turns out, but it is an interesting “what if?”. This was supposed to be a drabble for gretchen8642, for the prompt Mustang x Hawkeye she died right in front of his eyes. But it took on a life of it's own and became... this. "Lieutenant!" |
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